vergoldung: (and when the storm's gone?)
Hi there. Long time no talk.


It's always very strange to me to make a new post, when I planned out to write a post I didn't write. And in the past few weeks there have been 3 posts I almost wrote, but due to circumstantial interruptions, didn't. Now it's weird...

So let me just quickly list what never happened :

Read more... )


Ok that concludes my terrible talk post. Let's wrap this up with a good old meme, to help you in case you have nothing to say to me in the comments. Stolen from Alex, because ofc.

if I were the queen of something, what would it be?
vergoldung: (ses cris se tirent dans les graves)
Flisties, hello.

I know I am the worst eljay person ever atm and at some point I will feel less appologetic about it, but for today once again : sorry.

So I am stuck in this train for hours, all my devices are dying and chargers are for cool people, ergo I am horrendously bored. Which I deal very badly with, seeing as I am usually running after time and not trying to pass it. Anyway. I've been thinking of trying a new thing, namely a drawing meme (or whatever that should be called, I like to call these things meme but I am not sure if that's the way to go, but also I don't care so drawing meme it is). The idea is that you prompt me something small/easy/simple/weird/creepy/gross/whatever to sketch and I'll do it for the date you pick. Now, I'm not sure yet what format I should use, because I usually find that having prompts+dates inspires me on the day I get them but not on the day I have to do them? And then it never gets done. Which id why I thought maybe it would be better to "pick a date" and then prompt on the day of the prompt or something. I don't know, I don't know, you guys.

But anyway. For today I'll keep it more simple and just do prompts right now. So those of you who are still alive around those parts, leave me a line and I'll post you the resulting sketchy sketch asap. (Please don't abandon me on this train ride of hell, thanks.)

In other words, this is me today :




ETA : so I only managed to do four today, but I will try my best to finish the other prompts tomorrow!!
vergoldung: (change your clothes to tuxedos)
People of the internet, hello.

As most of you know all too well, [livejournal.com profile] ever_neutral is a filthy bully. She's been requesting that I post snippets of our conversations re: season 5-6 of Doctor Who and her incessant yapping has payed off. I am making a post. Actually, it would be more appropriate to say that I am simply publishing her handpicked selection of quotes. (Can you believe she even did the work for me? Amazing.)

So I honestly don't know if anybody will care about our bitching (it's all out of love, promise) but here it goes anyway. Warning that our love is an ugly love and that grammar and spelling do not exist in our bar.


u can still walk away now, i'm just saying )
vergoldung: (worthless answers from friends of mine)
Title: Straw House, Straw Dog
Author: Richard Siken
Read by: [livejournal.com profile] vergoldung
Recipient: [livejournal.com profile] iwantchocopie aka Hyemiiii ♥
Rating: General audiences
Warnings: Death, grief.
Length: 4 minutes

Links : streaming or download


Notes: I'm learning to accept that it always takes me an average of four months to record anything, lol. There is this first step where I need to do one million experimental takes and edits, until I have a semi-clear idea of how I want the text to read. And then I'm too intellectual about it to get it right, ugh. Insert frustrated screams, followed up by a few months of avoidance. But when I do find myself inspired to try again? Everything flows naturally and it's not rare for the first take to be a wrap!!?? It's like I need to give all this text dissection and exercise in pace~ time to sink in until I don't need to think about it any longer...

I want to thank my darling Hyemi for inspiring me to record this. This is the most difficult piece I've recorded so far and let me tell you I HAVE SUFFERED A LOT WORKING ON IT THIS WAS THE HORROR. But now that it's done I'm so glad I didn't give up on it :) A million kisses to Rin, who gave me the needed push to finish this. My favorite bully ♥. And of course, all the thankings to my beta Alex, who always bears with my hysterical whining with impressive calmness. Guardian of my broken sanity :').
vergoldung: (c'est pour les analphabètes que j'écris)




title: lay out the rules that we can't break
fandom: infinite rpf
character: vampire!hoya and pet!myungsoo
(yep you read that right, after a year of empty promises, this is me finally writing a snipet of catsoo, yep you're allowed to cheer)
rating: uh, idk? PG? (somebody give me a ratings 101 pls)
length: 784w
disclaimer: if the word vampire doesn't convince you that this is complete fiction, then i really don't know what to do with you?
summary: the story of how myungsoo became hoya's pet starting from the very beginning. (in other words, this is the prequel to a sexycool petplaying story that hasn't been written by anybody yet. it's a shame, i agree.)

notes: hiiiii, i'm making a muchly belated comeback, but here i am!!! with terrible flashfic because alex sucks the life out of me (yes, pun very much intended) and it seemed like a better ice-breaker post than my usual angst novels. ergo, i apologize for lack of grammar and overall unpolishedness, but this was written in under an hour as payback for alex' incessant smugness. tbh this would still need a lot of work over, but alex said to post it like that and after months of radio silence i feel like posting something today so let's do it. fancy fics with fancy words are for other people!

((ps - idk how big this will come up on your feed but i have to have larger font to make it readable on my journal))


all creys and no talk you say? )
vergoldung: (one track mind like a goldfish)
hello, friends and family!

like i already said, my internet has been the worst and [livejournal.com profile] sissimoc/sista has been the best.
so, here be the liveblog-snapchats she sent me, that i promised her (bc she doesn't have them anymore) and alex and kelsey.

enjoy!


picture heavy! )


IN VERY EXCITING NEWS THIS IS THE FIRST CROSSPOST AT OUR NOW THE HEIRS COMMUNITY!!!
[livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters [livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters [livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters [livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters [livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters


it'll be open posting, so that any first person who watches the newest ep can open up a post if they want to and everybody can chime into the discussion once they're up to date. also i'm thinking that there needs to be a sticky with all the vic that exists (so if you have recs, that would be the place too!)
and why not a prompt post??

it goes without saying that any other fannish activity/contribution is more than welcome :)
this is meant to be everyone's play space for the the little remaining time that we have, so everything will be non-moderated (and shall remain so as long as i see no bashing).

ok and now i need to be a person in the real world omg omg omg byyye
/runs
vergoldung: (là)
Ok so seriously my internet situation is getting very annoying, so even if I now get occasional internet, I don't really feel like flisting, I'm sorry :(

BUT. The Heirs has taken over my life (SORRY FOR EVERYBODY WHO ISN'T WATCHING TBH. Y'ALL ARE MISSING OUT ON ALL OUR EPIC CONVOS.) and yesterday I was typing up "a few" of my ep 7/8 thoughts, because I didn't feel like making a post, but Lizzie was so kind and did one \o/. What I didn't expect was for my rambling to get so out of control omfg *facepalms*. So in the end, this reached such an embarrassing comment length that I decided to post half of it at Lizzie's and half of it as its own post.

And with those intro words I welcome you to the Tan/Eun Sang overanalysis post. Feel at home.

I'm crossposting two sections of the blabber I left at Lizzie's, because I feel like without them, the following will make less sense ; but for all the rest, you can find it (and everybody else's squee as well - because we are an active fandom yo!) at Lizzie's page if you wish, here. But it's very TL;DR so a brief summary of what you should know : Kim Won needs to be removed from my eyesight, Bona/Eunsang is the ultimate OTP and if you disagree then you are wrong and need to reconsider your life choices, other random shit (seriously, I have no idea how this even got so long).

Read more... )

Okkk... this has been disgustingly long, but it's over now!

Now, please put me out of my misery and discuss this with me. Or other things, whatever, as long as it's show related, come at meee!
vergoldung: (j'ai raté mes mots et c'est tout)
Hello, I fail at fandom.
I've been trying to battle comment-block for a while, so if I still haven't gotten back to you please know that I'm trying to get there.

I don't really know what to do with this word vomit, other than be happy that it happened, because it was way overdue. I've been having a really angsty time over writing down my thoughts lately, so this comes as a nice surprise. Anyway, I just wanted to crosspost this here because tumblr is kind of terrible when it comes to archiving things and yeah.


Context : this is a reply to this post.


Warning : discussion of sexuality, oh and ~personal. )
vergoldung: (au volant velu d'un tapis volant)
Title: Happily Ever After, aka "The Piano Porn"
Author: [livejournal.com profile] upupa_epops

Fandom: The Vampire Diaries
Character/pairing: Elena/Damon
Rating: NC-17

Read by: [livejournal.com profile] vergoldung
Length: 12 minutes

Links : streaming or download

Note: Amldjamldj my first podfic!!! Who knew there'd come a day I'd know vampire porn by heart? (Hint : not me.) I'd like to thank [livejournal.com profile] upupa_epops for trusting me with her writing, as it was such a pleasure to work with. And also big  thankings to [livejournal.com profile] ever_neutral and [livejournal.com profile] kwritten for holding my hand and reassuring me enough that I'd post. I heart y'all ♥!
vergoldung: (spark like empty lighters)
You guuuiiiise.

I have not been this giggly in forever. Oh my God. I can't stop laughing and it's high-pitched and flailing and it just will not stop.

I just came home to the most wonderful stack of mail. Best best best! Plus, my sister had arraged the cutest dinner and it was most excellent. She rocks so hard.

Also. For the last three days, I have been praying praying praying the Sungyeol teaser would come out today, because whatever I am ridiculous like that, and I was totally bracing myself for it to be someone else's day BUT THEN IT WAS SUNGYEOL DAY AND IT WAS TODAY OMG. I actually screamed. And then again and again. Oh man, I am such a fangirl. What is my life. I mean seriously. Whatevs. WHO CARES ABOUT DIGNITY WHEN IT'S SUNGYEOL DAY???

New things in my life :

- I've been watching My Mad Fat Diary. I am loving it so, so much. God this show. I must post about it more extensively, because : wow feelings ouch feelings send help feelings.

- Because of that I have been sent down eight years down memory lane, which means that I've been listening to (What's The Story) Morning Glory on a fucking loop. Just like I did at thirteen. In the very same garden house that I live in now (but that back then was only the computer-in-the-garden-house). While I was angsting with my peeps over msn. And stalking other people's blogs. And ansgting. And flailing. And all the teenage feelings. While singing my heart out with this album night after night after night. HOLD MY FEELINGS BASICALLY, I AM THIRTEEN AGAIN. And wow, it's too much for me to handle. Send (more, a lot more) help.

- I apparently like alcohol now. WHO KNEW. This is like ground-breaking news, you have no idea. My sister is thrilled. Everybody who doesn't know yet is thrilled and is going to work hard at getting me drunk (or die trying, more likely). Obviously my taste is super predicable and the alcohol that convinces me had to be artisanal liquor from an ancient mountain pear variety. What even am I. Regardless, people gon be pleaaased with this news.


And I love everybody tonight. Yes, sometimes that happens! \o/
vergoldung: (ton âge au fond d'un verre duralex)
--Plus a huge chunk of Jeremy Gilbert fannon/meta by yours truly. (I feel like warning, because from one moment to the next I had 1K of headcanon looking back at me. Idek what happened.)



I already commented on the community thread post and promised to deliver with more squee soonish. So without further ado, here goes :

MY LOVE RESOLUTION LETTER



cut because this turned out way longer than I expected... )
vergoldung: (dans cette ombre)
OH MY GOD YOU GUYS OH MY GOD.

THIS. VIDEO.



Just.

HOW.

HOW DOES IT EXIST IN MY LIFE?
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS?




I am a teary mess of gross ~feelings. JUST. CANNOT. DEAL. AM ON THE FLOOR. SOBBING LIKE A CHILD.

MY FLAWLESS FLAWLESS BABES.
MY CREYYYYS.

GOD. THEY ARE FUCKING UNREAL IN THEIR UNFAIR PRETTINESS AND GLORIOUS ANGSTINESS AND GUILTINESS AND GODDAMN WRONGNESS. THIS COULD NOT BE ANY MORE PERFECT.

AND I AM UNWORTHY OF SUCH BEAUTY. BECAUSE HELP ME. THEIR FUCKING FACES. I CANNOT. REALLY. I HAVE NOTHING LEFT IN ME RIGHT NOW. EVERYTHING IS TEARS AND BLOOD.


FUCK FUCK FUCK. SO MANY SHIPPY FEELINGS RN.

Alaric/Elena? The ship that angsts because it exists. And still manages to be the most undramaticly functional combination ever... Because fuck them, they are the worst of all.

Ugh, so angry at Ric for being dead. WHY ARE YOU DEAD RIC? HOW VERY STUPID OF YOU. Worst. Guardian. Ever.


Seriously tho, I ship this so hard it's my #1 TVD ship. I kid you not. (Will mourn it forever.)
Random fact : they are featured in the top-ten-ships-ever post I started forver ago. Obviously it's still unfinished and I might never actually hit the 'post' button. But. I am having overhelming Elaric(?) feels tonight, so flail is happening tonight.

Ahem. Hear my woe.


This is not a shipper's manifesto. (I think.) It's not. )
vergoldung: (ton âge au fond d'un verre duralex)
Dearly Departed. I'm broken hearted.

So, Memorial!
I just finished watching the episode with my sis and it's almost three in the morning (my time where did it go?), so quickly.

Overall I really enjoyed this episode. There were annoying things, but most of them were executed well enough for me to bite down my bile. Well done show. And as the episode went on I was merely reduced to two kinds of emoting :
1) OMG CAROLINE/ELENA OMG OMG NEVER STOP THIS. ALL THE FEELS. I never thought they'd give me that, so I think that magnified the beauty of it all. IT WAS FUCKING FLAWLESS.
2) DALARIC DALARIC DALARIC DALARIC DALARIC DALARIC EVERYTHING HURTS

Basically. It's funny that these are both things I was sure I wasn't going to get. My faith in the writers is lower than ever, apparently. But nonetheless, I was loudly yelping. (My pain is grand, what can I say.)

other feelings )
vergoldung: (and when the storm's gone?)



(The lovely lady pointing at you would be Choi Jinri, just fyi.)


You can call me Eléonore.
introduction things, I guess )

If you think we might get along, drop me a line.


My policy on f-locking?
Fannish posts and rants are unlocked. But I lock my art systematically and, sometimes, fic as well. And of course the recurring existential posts, ahem. Ships and fandoms for western shows are listed in this post.

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