vergoldung: (change your clothes to tuxedos)
People of the internet, hello.

As most of you know all too well, [livejournal.com profile] ever_neutral is a filthy bully. She's been requesting that I post snippets of our conversations re: season 5-6 of Doctor Who and her incessant yapping has payed off. I am making a post. Actually, it would be more appropriate to say that I am simply publishing her handpicked selection of quotes. (Can you believe she even did the work for me? Amazing.)

So I honestly don't know if anybody will care about our bitching (it's all out of love, promise) but here it goes anyway. Warning that our love is an ugly love and that grammar and spelling do not exist in our bar.


u can still walk away now, i'm just saying )
vergoldung: (ton âge au fond d'un verre duralex)
Soooooo, I am always obsessive that's just my brain, but sometimes I am particularly obsessive and that time is right now. And as some of you might now in times of really intense obsessing you need a second obsession to momentarily distract yourself from the first obsession before smoke starts coming out of your ears. This is where I am at. And because making a post about my primary obsession (MBTI typing y'all, seriously I am obsessing so hard) is totally impossible right now, I needs to make one for the second : The Heirs.

This post is happening because Zoe ordered. AND ALSO BECAUSE I WISH FOR EVERYBODY TO DISCUSS THIS WITH ME BECAUSE I CANNOT HANDLE MY OBSESSIVE THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SHOW RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO TALK ABOUT EVERY SINGLE ASPECT OF IT SO PLEASE EMO VOMIT WITH ME PLS PLS.

Anything goes : hair, acting, scenario, shade, writing, faces, ships, antiship, hate, love ANYTHING JUST TALK TO ME ABOUT IT OK. Your favorite supporting character so far? I want to know. You want to hate on obnoxious surfer dude? This is the place. Need to crey about Park Shin Hye's tears and all that is unfair in the world? I am here. W a i t i n g.

Note : I've already watched all the aired episodes, but I know everybody hasn't, so for the moment I'm not actually posting any thoughts yet. Howeverrr you, come at me in the comments, tell me where you're at and I'll vomit all the feels I have ok and I'll try to keep it spoiler free (hopefully).

AND ALL OF YOU WHO AREN'T WATCHING YET BECAUSE OF STUPID MARATHONING POLICY. LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING. BREEAAAKIIIIING THE HABIT TONIIIIIIGHT *imagine cool screeching ok*. Also you want to. I KNOW YOU WANT TO. People, let's make kdrama watching a fandom ok. I WANT THIS TO BE A THING LIKE I WANT WEEKLY RECAPS AND FLESHED OUT DISCUSSIONS WHILE IT'S HAPPENING AND AND AND. Give it to me.

I know you want to. Krystal can't help but agree that this is the greatest plan. And that should be all you need tbh.



Give me an interactive kdrama fandom people. You keep complaining that it doesn't exist but LET'S JUST MAKE IT A THING.

PS - LIZZIE SRSLY WHERE THE FUCK R U
vergoldung: (tout est un ; tout est divers)




title: as if it were forever
fandom: infinite rpf (ugh i hate everybody a lot, myself especially)
character: myungsoo's brain the way i fanon it
rating: gen
length: 402w
disclaimer: i own nothing and especially not the insight into that particularly pretty head, nothing about this is real etc etc
summary: The van rides are always longer when they drive away from home.

notes: so it's 5am right now and i already know i'm going to regret this.
(also, i am feeling highly emotionally unavailable right now, so i'm really sorry if i am talking to you on/off :( i'm just trying to figure out shit and it ain't happening the way i would like it to work. so have this instead while i sort things out.)


idek you guys, what even is this )
vergoldung: (c'est pour les analphabètes que j'écris)
Okay, don't freak out. This is not what is looks like. I don't actually want to leave everybody. And considering how much I love y'all, it's not like I can truly leave - not really.

However.

For some reason, various powers in the universe have decide that this needed to happen, so it's happening.
1. I'm still partially comment blocked and even though my anxiety has largely decreased since I went on unofficial eljay half-hiatus and radical tumblr hiatus (so I'm thinking 'tis the way to go).
2. Because it's summer time, I keep being interrupted in my internet time. This is both a good and a bad thing. (Good because socializing, yay. Bad because I'm super codependent and I miss you okay.) But it also means that I don't always have time to react to things (something that I still have an urge to do, even on half hiatus - yes, I fail at everything, including hiatus, go figure). Anyway, right now I have exactly five minutes of internet time before I'll be cut off for at least 24 hours and I'm thinking that instead of answering comments, I should make this post. (Also, these are the moments where I wish I had one of those intelligent phones that mean that you have internet everywhere, but alas nope.)
3. Starting this Sunday, I will be legit gone for about a week. Very probably without internet. So fake hiatus shall become real hiatus etc etc.

This being said.

Don't stop talking to meeee. I don't want to go away, I'm just trying a way to minimize my anxiety (because seriously, when fandom is causing you more social anxiety than real life, then something has gone wrong) until I can fix my messy brain and be less guilty-all-the-time. So my inbox is always welcoming and even if I happened not to check my flist, I'd see your message because yay email notifications. (Same goes for tumblr asks, btw.) If you want me to see something, tell me. Really, talk to me.


Other important note, directed to the Kpop alphabet : I have Zoe this close to watching Reply 1997. YES YOU HEARD ME RIGHT SHE IS CONSIDERING WATCHING IT. Now, we all know that she needs to watch it because her shipper soul is going to implode. Problem? It seems that all the streaming websites I knew of just collapsed yesterday or something. I am not amused. Basically, I need your help to me find a way for her to watch the show. (One person at a time, I will make this fandom a thing that exists okay. Don't let me down y'all!)


Last but not least, my ultimate queen just released a new single and the music video for it, and now I can die in peace because there is hope for us all. Nobody compares, I will never love any human as passionately, etc etc. Watch it and join the ranks.



(Her hair is down, her hair is down, her hair is dooown. I'm so cry.)
vergoldung: (you better know what you're fighting for)
Because I'm so late with everything in my life right now, I just watched the Gossip Girl finale.

And now I desperately wish I never had. I want to curl up in a hole and fucking die.

I don't think an hour of TV ever left me this crushed. And it is not the good kind of crushed - the crushing that has you marveling about the writers skills at the same time. Oh, no. Hell no. I am fucking destroyed.

How is something so fucking offensive even allowed to screen? With naive, gullible teens as a target audience? My faith in good things equals zero right now. I don't even care that much about this show. But shameless character assassination, abuse apologia and glorification(!) is just too much to take, even as a casual viewer. HOW DARE THEY. HOW FUCKING DARE THEY PORTRAY A (NEVER-ENDING, THANK YOU VERY MUCH WRITERS!) CYCLE OF ABUSE AS AN ONGOING EPIC ROMANCE? I'm just dumbfounded.

And I made the silly mistake of checking out a youtube link to the most offensive scene of the episode. I want to puke. My faith in people is gone too. It is beyond me. How can writers entice themselves to glamorize the horror of self-loathing, absence of self-worth and blind submission? I'm not cut out for this shit. I have thought a lot about Chuck and Blair (being such a devoted shipper, back in the day - my first ship y'all!) and their place within the show. Wether or not they would be endgame. Wether or not I could deal with that. Naively, I had imagined that I would find it in my heart to gloss over all the bullshit and appreciate their reunion for what it would be what I thought it would have to be for the storytelling to make sense : two people learning from their mistakes, owning up to them, growing up and starting over. WHAT A FOOL I AM. Not only did I not find it in my heart to appreciate it for one second. I actually felt like screaming all the way. But worse. THEY ACTUALLY WENT FULL CIRCLE. Making it crystal clear that the (long overdue!) return of this EPIC relationship will be the blazing storyline of next and finale season. Congratulations. It's despicable.

And I'm done.

At least, I finally get to quit this sorry excuse of a show. So thank you for that, writers.
vergoldung: (creux et plein d'ordure)

I knew the day would come. Here comes my first TVD related post. I guess that now makes me an active part of fandom? I don't know. It feels a bit weird to voice my thoughts to the cold void of the internet, but apparently, live-emoting about the episode with my baby sister isn't going to cut it for the finale.

So, TVD finale?

Gave me all the fucking feelings. All of them. 
Hysterical laughter. Juvenile squee. Blind rage. Shippy feelings. Utter disdain. Overwhelming love. My brain was screaming in sheer indignation and my heart was sore from all the emotional abuse.


cue to flailing and raging )

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