vergoldung: (a little bit of spine)
Title: Lost Song
Fandom: Harry Potter
Characters: Ginny, Pansy, Blaise, Draco
Pairings: ambiguous
Summary: It's a small hand in her hand and a sweet tune in her ear and that's all she ever needed from a late night snack. Double date gone wrong or gone right. Or: nobody is straight and everybody has a sadness inside.
Word count: 585

A/N: I'm not doing super well these days and hiding from everyone, but here, have this semi-hermetic ficlet?



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vergoldung: (tout est un ; tout est divers)
this is a drive-by post but i need to gloat!!! THE VELVET IS DROPPING ON MY BIRTHDAY???? I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SINCE FUCKING JULY OK. GOD IS REAL.

(that's it, that's the post.)
vergoldung: (a little bit of spine)
Finally. Finally, I've gotten my shit together, done a lot of pic selecting, rambled on about my habits, in order to bring you:

~***THE GET TO KNOW MY HAIR MEME***~

I know, I know, I've been talking about this for over two months now... But it's here now. So no excuses left for the rest of y'all. Do it!!!


WARNING: MANY PICTURES AHEAD. A LOT OF MY FACE IN THEM TOO, WHOOPS. MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE CALLED THIS THE SELFIE MEME? IDK IDK. I take too many photos of my hair, you guys. And my face is almost always in them!!!

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Okay, folks. That's it for today. To those who survived the length of this post, congratulations.
I know I totally exagerated on the amount of pictures, but there is no need to be as expansive to do this meme, so do it, do it, do iiiit!
vergoldung: (and when the storm's gone?)
Hi there. Long time no talk.


It's always very strange to me to make a new post, when I planned out to write a post I didn't write. And in the past few weeks there have been 3 posts I almost wrote, but due to circumstantial interruptions, didn't. Now it's weird...

So let me just quickly list what never happened :

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Ok that concludes my terrible talk post. Let's wrap this up with a good old meme, to help you in case you have nothing to say to me in the comments. Stolen from Alex, because ofc.

if I were the queen of something, what would it be?
vergoldung: (ses cris se tirent dans les graves)
Flisties, hello.

I know I am the worst eljay person ever atm and at some point I will feel less appologetic about it, but for today once again : sorry.

So I am stuck in this train for hours, all my devices are dying and chargers are for cool people, ergo I am horrendously bored. Which I deal very badly with, seeing as I am usually running after time and not trying to pass it. Anyway. I've been thinking of trying a new thing, namely a drawing meme (or whatever that should be called, I like to call these things meme but I am not sure if that's the way to go, but also I don't care so drawing meme it is). The idea is that you prompt me something small/easy/simple/weird/creepy/gross/whatever to sketch and I'll do it for the date you pick. Now, I'm not sure yet what format I should use, because I usually find that having prompts+dates inspires me on the day I get them but not on the day I have to do them? And then it never gets done. Which id why I thought maybe it would be better to "pick a date" and then prompt on the day of the prompt or something. I don't know, I don't know, you guys.

But anyway. For today I'll keep it more simple and just do prompts right now. So those of you who are still alive around those parts, leave me a line and I'll post you the resulting sketchy sketch asap. (Please don't abandon me on this train ride of hell, thanks.)

In other words, this is me today :




ETA : so I only managed to do four today, but I will try my best to finish the other prompts tomorrow!!
vergoldung: (afraid of the world i'm in)
It's been a while since I promised to be more lj-active this year. Lol. Tbf I'm inmidst of life-ruining exam preparations and I want to die, so I refuse to feel bad about being dead because I am actually a corpse, so. Anyway since it's the weekend and I'm on a little break from studying, here we go.

blabber )
vergoldung: (a little bit of spine)
As some might have noticed, I've been deader than dead these days. There are a lot of reasons for that, real life being the main culprit of course. But another big reason is that my feed doesn't inspire me anymore. This is horrible to say, but I feel very estranged from a lot of people that I'm friends with. Sometimes it's that we've barely ever talked, sometimes it's that we don't have a single fandom in common... My flist has become too much for me too handle and I need to reduce the number of posts on my feed to a minimum.

Sorry!!!

(Now let's hope I can stop avoiding livejournal like it's going to eat me alive.)
vergoldung: (change your clothes to tuxedos)
People of the internet, hello.

As most of you know all too well, [livejournal.com profile] ever_neutral is a filthy bully. She's been requesting that I post snippets of our conversations re: season 5-6 of Doctor Who and her incessant yapping has payed off. I am making a post. Actually, it would be more appropriate to say that I am simply publishing her handpicked selection of quotes. (Can you believe she even did the work for me? Amazing.)

So I honestly don't know if anybody will care about our bitching (it's all out of love, promise) but here it goes anyway. Warning that our love is an ugly love and that grammar and spelling do not exist in our bar.


u can still walk away now, i'm just saying )
vergoldung: (du weisst)
Ok so I know I owe this journal one million posts BUT let's put that on hold for a second because

KELSEY'S BIRTHDAY



May this be the cyber-party where we celebrate what a wonderful person Kelsey is, tell her how much we love her and leave gifts of all shapes and forms to enjoy once she joins us!
vergoldung: (a little bit of spine)
Y'all. It's been way too long since we've had a vanity fest in this bar... But fear not, the vanity train is back in town!

Ergo, you should hop on and do your own version of this meme!!!

So what is this meme, you ask? A shameless picture spam meme, hell yeah! I love playing with my hair, so I'll make it a hair meme, but feel free to adapt it to your fancy :)

Basically: give me a hairstyle, pick a date, and I'll camwhore the hair in question! So yeah, prompt wild, prompt tame, but I need a prompt for each date or you fail! Rules are that there are no rules and that I'll try any style as long as it doesn't involve tons of back-combing (that ish is bad kids, don't do it at home). I reserve the right to joker out if you ask for a hairdo that's really too difficult for me...but try me ;). If you don't know how a style is called or how to describe it, just post a picture of it and I'll do my best to replicate that.

No worries, I'll spare you from the onslaught of insubstantial hair posts: one round up post a week! Sooo, I think that should cover it, but question away if need be. Ah yes, in case you had miraculously escaped my previous hair spams: I have straight hair that's about hip length.

Now, your turn to get to work :P


DATES UNDER THE CUT :D )
vergoldung: (one track mind like a goldfish)
Title: My Queen
Author: [livejournal.com profile] upupa_epops / semele

Fandom: Reign (forever lol because I don't even go there...)
Character/pairing: Mary/Bash
Rating: Mature
Warnings: 1x18 spoilers, butchering of any Scots words that are in this.

Read by: [livejournal.com profile] vergoldung
Length: 5 minutes

Summary: Technically, this is some kind of treason, though Bash doesn't really stop to think what kind of treason. There's a world of a difference between betraying his brother and betraying the Dauphin. In fact, this is the difference between life and death, but he'd do it anyway, so why waste time on fruitless deliberations?


Links : streaming or download

Note: This is basically instant gratification podfic after a bad day and omg I had SO MUCH FUN recording this. It was super relaxing not to care about my accent for a change? A+ work conditions, would do it again! Sorry for the background noise, I wish it wasn't so. Last but not least, a big thank you goes to [livejournal.com profile] kwritten for her good advice and her cheerleading ♥
vergoldung: (worthless answers from friends of mine)
Title: Straw House, Straw Dog
Author: Richard Siken
Read by: [livejournal.com profile] vergoldung
Recipient: [livejournal.com profile] iwantchocopie aka Hyemiiii ♥
Rating: General audiences
Warnings: Death, grief.
Length: 4 minutes

Links : streaming or download


Notes: I'm learning to accept that it always takes me an average of four months to record anything, lol. There is this first step where I need to do one million experimental takes and edits, until I have a semi-clear idea of how I want the text to read. And then I'm too intellectual about it to get it right, ugh. Insert frustrated screams, followed up by a few months of avoidance. But when I do find myself inspired to try again? Everything flows naturally and it's not rare for the first take to be a wrap!!?? It's like I need to give all this text dissection and exercise in pace~ time to sink in until I don't need to think about it any longer...

I want to thank my darling Hyemi for inspiring me to record this. This is the most difficult piece I've recorded so far and let me tell you I HAVE SUFFERED A LOT WORKING ON IT THIS WAS THE HORROR. But now that it's done I'm so glad I didn't give up on it :) A million kisses to Rin, who gave me the needed push to finish this. My favorite bully ♥. And of course, all the thankings to my beta Alex, who always bears with my hysterical whining with impressive calmness. Guardian of my broken sanity :').
vergoldung: (you better know what you're fighting for)
(Argh, I'm already off schedule and this thing hasn't even started yet! Oh, well.)

So this fill is for [livejournal.com profile] laeryn's prompt virginity. This got very theoretical, I'm sorry! Also, I like to use spoiler cuts when things get too personal, but I've noticed that the lj-app doesn't hide spoilers? So just saying, there is one!

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vergoldung: (c'est pour les analphabètes que j'écris)




title: lay out the rules that we can't break
fandom: infinite rpf
character: vampire!hoya and pet!myungsoo
(yep you read that right, after a year of empty promises, this is me finally writing a snipet of catsoo, yep you're allowed to cheer)
rating: uh, idk? PG? (somebody give me a ratings 101 pls)
length: 784w
disclaimer: if the word vampire doesn't convince you that this is complete fiction, then i really don't know what to do with you?
summary: the story of how myungsoo became hoya's pet starting from the very beginning. (in other words, this is the prequel to a sexycool petplaying story that hasn't been written by anybody yet. it's a shame, i agree.)

notes: hiiiii, i'm making a muchly belated comeback, but here i am!!! with terrible flashfic because alex sucks the life out of me (yes, pun very much intended) and it seemed like a better ice-breaker post than my usual angst novels. ergo, i apologize for lack of grammar and overall unpolishedness, but this was written in under an hour as payback for alex' incessant smugness. tbh this would still need a lot of work over, but alex said to post it like that and after months of radio silence i feel like posting something today so let's do it. fancy fics with fancy words are for other people!

((ps - idk how big this will come up on your feed but i have to have larger font to make it readable on my journal))


all creys and no talk you say? )
vergoldung: (worthless answers from friends of mine)
Title: of cutthroat ilk
Author: [livejournal.com profile] mind_conundrum / rhllors / cromwelled

Fandom: Harry Potter
Character/pairing: Bellatrix Lestrange, Andromeda Black, Narcissa Malfoy, Cygnus Black.
Rating: Gen

Read by: [livejournal.com profile] vergoldung
Length: 8 minutes

Summary: There was once a man who would have been King, born into one of the oldest families in England. He had everything he could have wanted--a name that struck fear into the heart of his enemies, a young wife, a future as a leader. All he needed now was some sons; an heir and a spare, possibly or a son and daughter, one to continue the name and other to multiply and prosper, continue the bloodline. Tojours Pur. Everything is pure.

It is good to remember, though, that this isn't a fairy-tale and no one gets what they want. A man that would be king was no exception, and he is given three daughters. A warrior, a free woman and a flower made of ice.



Links : streaming or download

Note: Finally, it's alive. Not my best, but it's okay. However, y'all need to check out all of rhllors's writing because it's amazing.

First of all, many thanks to Mimi for for giving me her approval and trusting me to get it right. Even though I'm not especially happy with this recording, it was a delight to work with this text, because I just love it so much! Also, thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sisi_rambles who helped me get in contact with the author, without her this would probably not have been a thing. And of course, thanks a million to [livejournal.com profile] ever_neutral who beta'd this twice and didn't even complain. You are the star BLACK HOLE of my life etc etc.
vergoldung: (one track mind like a goldfish)
hello, friends and family!

like i already said, my internet has been the worst and [livejournal.com profile] sissimoc/sista has been the best.
so, here be the liveblog-snapchats she sent me, that i promised her (bc she doesn't have them anymore) and alex and kelsey.

enjoy!


picture heavy! )


IN VERY EXCITING NEWS THIS IS THE FIRST CROSSPOST AT OUR NOW THE HEIRS COMMUNITY!!!
[livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters [livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters [livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters [livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters [livejournal.com profile] heirsofsweaters


it'll be open posting, so that any first person who watches the newest ep can open up a post if they want to and everybody can chime into the discussion once they're up to date. also i'm thinking that there needs to be a sticky with all the vic that exists (so if you have recs, that would be the place too!)
and why not a prompt post??

it goes without saying that any other fannish activity/contribution is more than welcome :)
this is meant to be everyone's play space for the the little remaining time that we have, so everything will be non-moderated (and shall remain so as long as i see no bashing).

ok and now i need to be a person in the real world omg omg omg byyye
/runs
vergoldung: (you better know what you're fighting for)
title: his house is actually a castle
fandom: the heirs
character/ship: Eun Sang/Tan, Eun Sang-centric
rating: gen (i guess? idk tbh, somebody teach me ratings pls)
length: 2300w
disclaimer: i hate alex more than any other creature on this planet. everything sucks.
summary: This all starts in the states, where Tan is this slightly intimidating, part intriguing, part suspicious, part knight-in-shining-armor type.

notes: i literally don't even know what to say. except that this is the worst idea that i ever had EVER. and by that i mean befriending alex. she is legit the most hateful person to exist. and just so you know this is actually flashfic, that i'm disguiding as real fic, with those fancy capitals and all that jazz. don't be fooled. to be exact it's 56 minutes flashfic (and then a lot of formatting to make up for it /o\). you guys, i don't know even what i'm doing, this is officially my second fic. i hate my life.

basically this is my response to the question : but what does eunsang see in tan?

also i'm reading this again and again, and the more i read it, the more i question my ability to english, what is english. and i honestly feel terrible for even calling this fic, but idk be nice to me, i'll do better next time and tbh this was never supposed to be posted, it's just on the spot headcanon vomit because i have a lot of feels, but i felt like those feels might be relevant to our general conversation idek IDEK this is such a bad idea. but i can edit this for half of eternity and it wouldn't change much, so i'm just going to post this and idk sleep or something. /cries in a corner






i am 99% hate right now )



vergoldung: (là)
Ok so seriously my internet situation is getting very annoying, so even if I now get occasional internet, I don't really feel like flisting, I'm sorry :(

BUT. The Heirs has taken over my life (SORRY FOR EVERYBODY WHO ISN'T WATCHING TBH. Y'ALL ARE MISSING OUT ON ALL OUR EPIC CONVOS.) and yesterday I was typing up "a few" of my ep 7/8 thoughts, because I didn't feel like making a post, but Lizzie was so kind and did one \o/. What I didn't expect was for my rambling to get so out of control omfg *facepalms*. So in the end, this reached such an embarrassing comment length that I decided to post half of it at Lizzie's and half of it as its own post.

And with those intro words I welcome you to the Tan/Eun Sang overanalysis post. Feel at home.

I'm crossposting two sections of the blabber I left at Lizzie's, because I feel like without them, the following will make less sense ; but for all the rest, you can find it (and everybody else's squee as well - because we are an active fandom yo!) at Lizzie's page if you wish, here. But it's very TL;DR so a brief summary of what you should know : Kim Won needs to be removed from my eyesight, Bona/Eunsang is the ultimate OTP and if you disagree then you are wrong and need to reconsider your life choices, other random shit (seriously, I have no idea how this even got so long).

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Okkk... this has been disgustingly long, but it's over now!

Now, please put me out of my misery and discuss this with me. Or other things, whatever, as long as it's show related, come at meee!
vergoldung: (steady diet of soda pop and ritalin)
so, i've disappeared (again) for about a week and there are two reasons for this : 1) real life was decided on killing me until like wednesday. it was to the point that i actually slept at night and if you know me at all you'll know that this means trouble (basically i ended up waking up two hours earlier three days in a roy in the morning to finish the work i couldn't finish at night because i kept falling asleep, which might be because of the waking up at 5am hmm) 2) the same freaking day that real life decided to be nicer our internet connection at home decided to be the worst and just stopped working except for sporadic moments of short lived paradise. i thought it was finally fixed now but alas i was mislead by the paradise phase being a little longer that the usual. grrr.


so because i've been so fucking frustrated with being locked out of the interwebs i actually went to a cyber cafe today and loaded two eps of the heirs (5 and 6 ok i know i'm one week late ok I KNOW THANKS) anyway so i've written down stuff, more or less liveblogging. so heirs!people come tell me things, but remember no spoilers for the new eps pls :)


episode 5


• the fuchsia lipstick on everybody especially all the boyyys

• ship the infidelity ship so hard guh that was some hot making out

• young do is so motherfucking attractive it needs to stop - also does woo bin constantly look like a leopard on the hunt or what

• btw terrifying dog dnw a beast like in my house or anywhere near me actually

• the park mother continues to be the best character the end

• obsessed with park shin hye's bouncing ponytail, i want one too now this is a problem (don't make me want to cut my hair show gdi)

• the chairman's secretary(?) is perf, single dads who cook and have really hot infidelity wall-make-outs are my weakness apparently

• i cannot find it in me to care for won jfc that guy is such a bore and a douche at that, not here for him being a controlling dick with his friend who is also girl but hopefully not his girlfriend because eww talk about an anti-ship

• speaking of, a++++ to that woman's acting, the outrage on her face when he put the necklace around her neck was perf in the most upsetting ways - needs moar of her basically

• also my bb tutor boy i don't remember his name but i heart his face and at least he wasn't an ass with her (not that i ship it but at least their interactions are tolerable)

• enjoying the school pettiness so much atm

• seriously how tall is woo bin to be towering next to the lockers like that?

• bona and rachel are my bbs i do not even care haters to the left

• also very flaily about rachel/motorbike - get all the wind-in-hair action girl! team all the girls get scary motorbikes for christmas and start a bitchy biker girls' gang

• park shin hye's acting was excellent during that "tan reveals he is the second son" scene, i feel like the way the dialog went, this could have ended up being a completely different scene, if not for the way she was radiating anger/humiliation/defeat/bitterness - which made the entire scene for me because there was something very meta about her disillusionment versus tan's pathetically out-of-place "maybe i missed you" (dude r u srs)

• as a matter of fact, the otp is riding a thin line atm where they are a close to annoying me, but then the sappiness is stripped of meaning as soon as they remember where they are and who they are

• like i really enjoy this 'clinging to the vacation dream but oops real life sucks' narrative because i think it's very true to life actually? even though eun sang wasn't tan's biggest fan in america, she was still going to remember him fondly as this surreal encounter… the way you cherish vacation memories you know? they get to have that glossy finish once you look back (even though they weren't perfect, it's just nicer to nostalgically freeze them in time like that). except now it's not longer dreamed up fairytale but real life and so there is no way there won't be disillusionment. especially for eun sang (because tan is projecting way too much to be honest about things lbr he just wants things to be simple when they are not - which shows how spoiled he is - interestingly i think it's pretty obvious that part of him realizes that there is no chance that things will be simple and that he better man up, which i think is why he admitted that all of eun sang's accusations were true without excuses

• anyway i like this aspect of their dynamic a lot and i'm hoping the show is going to explore that nostalgic!longing versus the current!resentment some more and not sweep it all under the rug (but idt so, until now the show's actually been pretty good at showing how disparities in class and wealth fundamentally affect dynamics)

• lmfao what even was that ending except 300% ridiculous omfg still laughing can this show get any more in your face about the triangle like wow got it



episode 6

• grrr all the boys need to stop being the worst to my bb rachel :@

• having a really bad feeling about the mother in that outfit and the general deal of eun sang getting that school upgrade in the first place… i really hope i'm wrong :-/

• omfggggg forever lol at krystal's delivery of "i hate him so much but he's so hot" i had to pause i was laughing so hard

• i'm sure most people must be exasperated with eun sang's apathetic ways but tbh i'm quite on board with this. i'm really enjoying how at first sight she looks like a lost, depressive lamb, but then people get bossy with her and she legit just walks away because who cares about fighting with those brats l m a o

• also sorry not sorry but remember how she works more shifts than all of those business kids put together and she sleeps zero at night because top 5 student homework? idk i'd be over petty fights too js

• ok seriously minho's hair color needs to die i hate it so much even his fuchsia lips don't make up for it :@

• did i mention how i love that (despite her being super unaware of her surroundings all the time and looking like bambi) eun sang still gets to be very lucid about things? idk i really like that she doesn't have to be sharp 24/7 in order to be a survivor (plus looking harmless is a strategy like any other ok don't be so quick to look down on it and srsly who am i defending myself against when i haven't even discussed this with anybody yet)

• sobbing because of course it's not your fault umma :'( :'(

• lol @ those systematic gloomy-otp-sitting-with-a-wall-between-then-being-vvv-emo moments and wow tan is so fucking lame can he even get any lamer OMFG OFC HE CAN WOW DUDE NO BUT WOW CAN YOU BE A LITTLE LESS UPFRONT ABOUT HOW CREEPY YOU ARE? way to make yourself popular. (but i gotta say i like that the show doesn't seem inclined to have him be secretly creepy because that's not just pathetic, that's just truly creepy. i prefer the owned creepiness tbh.)

• omg crying tears of blood she is such a hipster with her earbuds and her unfashionable grey jumper in midst of all those preppy uniforms i caaaan't :')

[idk why lj fucks up the post starting from here but i want to cry bc i've edited this like 20 times without success and :'( the phone service is so bad here]

• nerdy boy nooooo crying that he said who cares about your conscience and then proceeded to shoo her away in order to get his daily bullying ;;;;;

• also daaang, you guys eun sang is a such survivor™ (psh's asking is so great alskdjaökj you can really tell that eun sang is used to switch from panic to survival mode bc real life is the worst and that's old news) i mean did you see how she instantly understood what was going on and how she did not waste a second to get out of there. lesson learned : who cares about your conscience, right? (except then ofc the conscience made a comeback because eun sang is still set on doing the Right Thing, so selfishly saving yourself is not high on that list. whatever i have hopes that she'll develop more ruthless coping skills idk ok being nice isn't always the better option.)

• yesssss "because it's what i have done" ok srsly digging tan's honesty about being The Worst so much. but seriously, lol forever at all the triangulation that's going on between young do and tan hft negl

• fuuuuuck woo bin in that leather jacket no no no no not fair not even the slightest bit fair

• ughhhh so over that dumb brother angst, like come on won what the fuck is your issue idgi

• tan's constant existential crisis is h i l a r yes dude there are folks who have to work for a living

• nooooooooooo NOOOOOOOOO NO NONONONONO I REFUSE NO NOPE NOPE THEY ARE NOT PLAYING JUST THE TWO OF US + MAKE OUT FLASHBACK NO THIS IS NOT HAPPENING LALALALALA (mothereff secretary yoon is so hot ugh ugh ugh)

• yaaaay my pretty faced bb getting screen time i hope that him and eun sang become friends!!!! qöqlkjdqölkjdöaqj I SHIP IT OK WHAT ARE THESE ADORABLE FACES THEY ARE MAKING TO EACH OTHER I CANNOT please let them form a secret alliance ok i need it ok faceeees ;;;;

• CRYING CRYING YOU GO NERDY BOY YOU GOOO BUT OMFG PLEASE RUN AND LEAVE THE COUNTRY BECAUSE THIS IS GOING TO END BADLY FOR YOU :(

• it's been to long since i last gushed about the perfection of psh's hair in this drama so let me remind y'all that this is a thing that is happening

• oh no you don't young do YOU DO NOT SAY CRAP LIKE THAT AND MAKE ME SHIP YOUR SHIP HOW DARE YOU :@ why am i falling for this protective shit so annoying i swear


so basically those are my feels (well some of them). brought to you without grammar or structure because be happy i'm even writing this down ok the internet has not been my friend these past few days okkkk


also i'm too impatient to wait for the return of the internet soooo i'm posting this from my phone aka the horror re: html formatting, so i can only hope this cut worked and yeah!! (srsly the lengths i am going to in order to post this, you have no idea like to even get this wall of text on my phone ok just pat me on the back a little)

((namhearts))




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